Happy New Year everyone! I'm a lil' late on the greeting but oh wells...
And guess what? I got over my DEPRESSION Depressiondepression on 30th Dec 09 by doing my Math homework XDXD Thinking made me happy :3 Now I've only left compre summary and chinese homework, so to speak.
Now, New Year's resolution time~!
For studies: To work harder and not goof off everytime I sit down to do work. For choir: To help recruit as many sec 1s as possible! For deviantArt: To improve on drawing, namely clothing folds and proportions. And also, to contribute MOAR Zemyx, Akuroku and Gakupo+Kaito drawings. For cosplay: To successfully cosplay Zexion in Cosfest 2010 and Ienzo with Miss Akarui Siren :D For life: To stop as many relapses of DEPRESSION Depressiondepression as possible and to lower my expenditure for 2010 ^^;
That past vanishes in a blizzard of pink and white... 3:17 AM
Friday, December 18, 2009 CAMP is over~!
Omg, it's been like a lifetime since my last post! I'm back from camp and it was fun and tiring at the same time. POP was especially fun! Serving the seniors and teachers...Oh! Also, it was sweet of the UG boys to help us barbecue the food XDXD
So Im FINALLY posting and guess what shit I'm putting up? That's right! A Lucky Star dance video! I'm still searching for a fourth dancer by the way~!
That's all for now since I'm a lazy bum XDXD
That past vanishes in a blizzard of pink and white... 4:02 AM
Thursday, October 29, 2009 Never Let Go
It's not the end of the world, people! We'll still see each other again! We can still hang and have our reunion and RULE THE WORLD XDXD
I was wondering why I couldn't cry today but it's because I KNOW we are all still united in heart XDXD Don't be so pessimistic! Assembly, recess, after school, outside of school, CCA and maybe even Mother Tongue class, WE CAN ALL STILL BE TOGETHER!!! Chin up, everyone! Say it with me, "ZUL!!!" -gets shot- XDXD
Okay I'm being stupid XDXD But seriously, we will always be the wonderfully epic 2E2 of the epic year 2009. So many memories, good and bad, shared with everyone, never forget them. If you forget, I shall pummel you into a pulp XDXD Just kidding. In the words of a very annoying but sweet twin sister, we'll all be "Together Forever"! It's a matter of how we look at the situations. For example, SHARED is still SHARED even if you awesome gals are in different classes. A strong friendship can't be broken that easily! TOGETHA FOREVA, PEOPLEZ!!! Memories will stay and can never be erased :D So let's all stand the test of time!
I don't wanna rant for too long so I have two last lines for you wonderful peoplez of 2E2 '09:
"The united heart of 2E2 '09 shall resonate down the years to come. May you all be second to no one else in radiance."
That past vanishes in a blizzard of pink and white... 6:46 AM
Saturday, September 12, 2009 Addicted...
Alright, it's official: I'm addicted to Sae's laugh. It's just so damn creepy, insane and awesome that hearing it makes me wanna laugh like that too! And I could've, if my brother wasn't in the room when I kept listening to it on headphones.
HAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHAHAHHAAAHHAAAHAHA Yae, are you leaving me again...? HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHA
It's basically like that. BUT STILL SO DAMN AWESOME! I'm telling you, Sae's laugh is the ULTIMATE weapon. You just SAE LAUGH in their faces and they run away like scared little...uh...Mios? XDXD
SAE RULEZ
That past vanishes in a blizzard of pink and white... 2:17 AM
Thursday, August 27, 2009 Contrast
DAMN interesting day.
First, we played charades and CS got humped by you know who. AHEMAHEM
Second, we were all very sadistic during History.
Third, SPW was really, really awesome. Haha, Gabriel rocks at acting XDXD
And that's all. I'm just gonna rant now so you can not read the rest.
Wtf is wrong with me? Is there a Retreat button in my mind that guilt pushes every bloody time I'm about to do something? To other people participating in AXY...I'm not sure if I can do it. It's like I always have two emotions battling each other every damned second. My mind's tearing itself apart, that I'm absolutely sure. The war that my rivaling feelings holds will drive me to true insanity one day. I'm already thinking that I'm schizophrenic or something. It's always that I want to do something but some part of me holds me back, having a kind of stupid conscience thing going on.
"If they have pride, I can teach them strength." -Zahira Elfenesh, protagonist of 'Daughter of Flames'.
I only wish that someone could teach me strength...
That past vanishes in a blizzard of pink and white... 4:41 AM
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 One Week by Barenaked Ladies
It's been one week since you looked at me Cocked your head to the side and said "I'm angry" Five days since you laughed at me saying "Get that together come back and see me" Three days since the living room I realized it's all my fault, but couldn't tell you Yesterday you'd forgiven me but it'll still be two days till I say I'm sorry
Hold it now and watch the hoodwink As I make you stop, think You'll think you're looking at Aquaman I summon fish to the dish, although I like the Chalet Swiss I like the sushi 'cause it's never touched a frying pan Hot like wasabe when I bust rhymes Big like LeAnn Rimes Because I'm all about value Bert Kaempfert's got the mad hits You try to match wits, you try to hold me but I bust through Gonna make a break and take a fake I'd like a stinkin achin shake I like vanilla, it's the finest of the flavours Gotta see the show, cause then you'll know The vertigo is gonna grow Cause it's so dangerous, you'll have to sign a waiver
How can I help it if I think you're funny when you're mad Trying hard not to smile though I feel bad I'm the kind of guy who laughs at a funeral Can't understand what I mean? Well, you soon will I have a tendency to wear my mind on my sleeve I have a history of taking off my shirt
It's been one week since you looked at me Threw your arms in the air and said "You're crazy" Five days since you tackled me I've still got the rug burns on both my knees It's been three days since the afternoon You realized it's not my fault not a moment too soon Yesterday you'd forgiven me And now I sit back and wait til you say you're sorry
Chickity China the Chinese chicken You have a drumstick and your brain stops tickin' Watchin' X-Files with no lights on We're dans la maison I hope the Smoking Man's in this one Like Harrison Ford I'm getting frantic Like Sting I'm tantric Like Snickers, guaranteed to satisfy
Like Kurasawa I make mad films Okay, I don't make films But if I did they'd have a Samurai Gonna get a set a' better clubs Gonna find the kind with tiny nubs Just so my irons aren't always flying off the back-swing Gotta get in tune with Sailor Moon 'Cause the cartoon has got the boom anime babes That make me think the wrong thing
How can I help it if I think you're funny when you're mad Tryin' hard not to smile though I feel bad I'm the kind of guy who laughs at a funeral Can't understand what I mean? Well, you soon will I have a tendency to wear my mind on my sleeve I have a history of losing my shirt
It's been one week since you looked at me Dropped your arms to your sides and said "I'm sorry" Five days since I laughed at you and said "You just did just what I thought you were gonna do" Three days since the living room We realized we're both to blame, but what could we do? Yesterday you just smiled at me Cause it'll still be two days till we say we're sorry
It'll still be two days till we say we're sorry It'll still be two days till we say we're sorry
It's a very cute song, ne? My favorite line is "I'm the kind of guy who laughs at a funeral".
That past vanishes in a blizzard of pink and white... 5:24 AM
Thursday, August 13, 2009 F**k You Very Much
Look inside Look inside your tiny mind Now look a bit harder Cause we're so uninspired, so sick and tired of all the hatred you harbor
So you say It's not okay to be gay Well I think you're just evil You're just some racist who can't tie my laces Your point of view is midieval
F--k you F--k you very, very much Cause we hate what you do And we hate your whole crew So please don't stay in touch
F--k you F--k you very, very much Cause your words don't translate And it's getting quite late So please don't stay in touch
Do you get Do you get a little kick of being slow minded? You want to be like your father It's approval your after Well that's not how you find it
Do you Do you really enjoy living a life that's so hateful? Cause there's a hole where your soul should be Your losing control of it and it's really distasteful
F--k you F--k you very, very much Cause we hate what you do And we hate your whole crew So please don't stay in touch
F--k you F--k you very, very much Cause your words don't translate and it's getting quite late So please don't stay in touch
Look inside Look inside your tiny mind Now look a bit harder Cause we're so uninspired, so sick and tired of all the hatred you harbor
F--k you F--k you very, very much Cause we hate what you do And we hate your whole crew So please don't stay in touch
F--k you F--k you very, very much Cause your words don't translate and it's getting quite late So please don't stay in touch This song by Lily Allen is dedicated to the few people that contributed in making my day HORRIBLE. I won't go into details, but I do have one thing to say to them...
F--k you, f--k you very much.
That past vanishes in a blizzard of pink and white... 4:24 AM
Sakura watching...
Kiren Sae
Born of the twin fish Pisces on the 8th of March
Fourteen and dreaming
Studying in Swiss Cottage Secondary
Loyal to the one and only 2E2
A proud member of Swiss Choir
A girl with a perpetually smiling face, yet her heart flurries like a storm of petals. Her real name, Liew Jia Min, is lost within the cherry blossoms' milky hues. Fourteen years of dreaming, but only a few more until they all come true. She knows that and she believes with all her soul.
As she dances through the forest of blooming sakura, a soft melody drifts by, leaving forsaken memories in its wake...
Just like Tanabata
Imprinted on soft pink petals are the wishes of one too aloof to voice them... Beige checkered skirt A fourth dancer for Lucky Star Sakura cosplay wig Flute...thingy XDXD
The Calming Winds
A gentle breeze draws in blissful voices that sparked memories of beautiful friendships...
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