DAMN interesting day.
First, we played charades and CS got humped by you know who. AHEMAHEM
Second, we were all very sadistic during History.
Third, SPW was really, really awesome. Haha, Gabriel rocks at acting XDXD
And that's all. I'm just gonna rant now so you can not read the rest.
Wtf is wrong with me? Is there a Retreat button in my mind that guilt pushes every bloody time I'm about to do something? To other people participating in AXY...I'm not sure if I can do it. It's like I always have two emotions battling each other every damned second. My mind's tearing itself apart, that I'm absolutely sure. The war that my rivaling feelings holds will drive me to true insanity one day. I'm already thinking that I'm schizophrenic or something. It's always that I want to do something but some part of me holds me back, having a kind of stupid conscience thing going on.
"If they have pride, I can teach them strength." -Zahira Elfenesh, protagonist of 'Daughter of Flames'.
I only wish that someone could teach me strength...
That past vanishes in a blizzard of pink and white... 4:41 AM